
My lips always fail my brain.
Always a constant source of shame.
The image I articulate and prepare to say,
my tongue becomes broken, unable to relay.
I say yes when I mean no and no when I mean yes.
Everything is always a second guess.
I stammer and stutter, unable to express.
I make everything a total mess.
I don’t know why I even try.
That is why most of the time I hide.
Most people underestimate
not many can relate,
To the universe inside my head
compared to what I’ve said.
It’s difficult for me to put into words
all the pictures that just occured
In the length of time,
it took me to reply.
I always interrupt or talk too fast.
It’s been an issue since far in my past.
I try hard to be exact.
I usually have the facts.
Why speak,
when my speech is oblique.
Am I stupid like I’ve been told?
Is this something that can be controlled?
A permanent aspect of my life.
A constant cause for strife.
I wish I could be different
and not so ignorant.
Or at least in the eyes
of the one that denies
Because to some my words are like smoke,
gone live I never spoke.
just another waste of each time
as you try to make me realize.
Where it is I made a mistake
and how all this takes
so much effort and grace
I should make haste
and come to a revelation
and solve the equation
But we’ve been here before,
and I come back for more.
My tongue, my worst enemy
Will I ever find the remedy?
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Thank you for wanting to read my testimony. I can maybe tag you on here. I could send you, my testimony. You can shoot me an email too. I love to hear stories about people coming to Christ. I hope to talk to you soon. enjoy the weather. It is beautiful weather here.
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Thank you for your comment back. I will send you something later. We are going to go play games. I am trying to figure out this website, but I will get it. Have a good night. Keep your head up high because you are wonderful person. Talk to you later. I am going to get off here right now.
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